Sunday, March 20, 2005

How much can you fit in an Alfa?

Well another enjoyable trip to Ikea today with Glenn. Even had the meatballs for lunch, really yummy!

Anyway I don't think Glenn thinks about my smallish car when he chooses furniture. Anyway we managed to get into the car: 4 drawer chest, 2 door wardrobe, small shelving thingy,and smaller knick knacks. Yes its all flat packed. Yes the car was very full. Yes I still had visibility of all 3 mirrors.

Not the best thing to do but lucky Simon was at home to help us unload. :) Appologies to the building for bring the furniture in 20mins after your not suppose to.

Anyways have to clean my room before the weekend is out.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Zapped

Well I've done it!

Ive been lasered. Im sick of waxing! Truely it doesn't hurt half as much as waxing and was about half as long in time taken. But yes it was twice as expensive.

The guy said see you in a month, no sunbaking in those areas and no waxing. Thats it, quite simple really.

The pain is like a thin elastic snapping at your skin. Not a dull snap but a very short twang. Not exactly unpleasant.

Apparently the hair will start to fall out in approx 10 days time. He warned me that it will be a bit weird at first.


Well theres my girly blog for the half year. Bwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

3 day weekend

3 Day weekend this week. Pays me back from working 6 days last week.

Have decided that Im going back to Mum n Dads for Easter. Prolly leave on Wednesday afternoon and come back Tuesday. This will also mean that I will definately hit my target of km for the end of FBT year on 31st March. Have to hit approx 8250km currently sitting on 6680 or so. 600km up then another 600km back, plus general running around should be really easy.

Anyway have to run off to gym, 10am Combat class.

Laterz

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Compliments

I got an email from an ex team member last week, telling me how she now has had the opportuinity to realise how much easier I made her life when she was in my team. How her new TL asks her for all this info that I used to keep for them.

I do so much stuff for my team. A lot of the time they dont know that I do this until its too late and they go into another team. But at least now some of them realise what I do for them. I don't do things to get everyone to say " Oh your the best blah blah blah" but occassionally it would be nice. I know I got a big award last Oct and for that I am truely grateful.


I just hope that everything is remembered come end of PDR year.

Just a manic Tuesday

Training today. Interactive Management Essentials which means basic things to do when conducting interaction with people. It went through all the key principles of how to construct a conversation and how to ensure that the discussion goes smoothly and all elements have been covered.

The trainers try and make it all interesting n stuff but I see it as a refresher as I've been to these courses before. Im one of these people that if you make attend a course please keep me interested otherwise I will get really bored. I have a very short attention span if I already know the topic up for discussion.

So in closing I got next to no work done today.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Oh dear

Well I put the first mark on the Alfa the other day. I did something ive never done before. I reversed into a tree.

Quite silly really, I was reversing up the drive when I remembered the tree that sticks out. I stopped turned and looked and saw a tree heaps down the drive. Plenty of space. Then next second, crash I hit the tree. The tree I saw was the second tree.


It has left a decent size scratch on the rear bar near the wheel arch. Not good.

Oh well nothing I can do about it now.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Inside Vs outside

Isn't it funny that people who see you everyday have absolutely no idea how your feeling on the inside.

I've told a few people what has happened yet they don't really believe me and think that it will all smooth itself over in a few days. Well people its been 7 days since i was told to piss off and its not looking like its going to rectify itself.

Note to all - Never believe anyone that says that they will never leave you, that they will always love you. It only happens in fairytales.

I didn't realise how much I relied on him. Not only for support and reassurance but for info on things I have no idea about. Here I am trying to connect my lappy up so I can run a movie on it but what it on the TV screen. Its just not working.

Anyway nothing I can do about it.

Laterz

Thursday, March 03, 2005

The end

Ever been promised the world yet not even bought a city?
Ever had a promise broken yet another one made for it never to happen again?
Yet time and time again the circle continues.


Why is it that I allow myself to stay in this circle and not heed peoples requests to break?
Why do I keep kidding myself that it will be different this time?
Why do I try to convince myself that this time is for real?
Yet as soon as I have myself convinced it all falls.

For all I am is a pawn in a game
For someone else to play and amuse themselves
For my to loose and them to win
For this is my life, my life to loose
Yet I sit and do nothing, just sit and wait.



And all that comes with it
No one else here to blame
Decisions that weren't made by me
Yearning for me to implore


Well this is the end
The end of the drama
Forever is final.